So now i get what the whole FOC hype was all about.

Honestly, i was dreading it, thinking that dammit 5 days is an awfully long time to be away from home.

This is probably the moment to remember.
The game to prove that we're worthy to be students of ADM.
Jingliang rocked this one.



LASERTAG
The game i absolutely love, but apparently suck at.
I died too fast for me to enjoy the game, but had fun anyway.

We look so harmless.





PAINTBOMB
The game whereby we all made an agreement to just try to stay out of the game while the others fight for victory.
But apparently joseph started bombing all of us from the same team and we just started mad throwing paint bombs at one another.
Mad scene. All i can remember is,
-Me running everywhere like some headless chicken with bombs flying here and there.
-Me randomly throwing a bomb at a guy from the opponent team resulting in 5 other guys from that team charging almost immediately at me. scary shit.
-Kit suddenly appearing from no where trying very hard to bomb me.
-Me running away from him when fareez came in from the right, splashed a pail of blue paint all over me. Paint in my ears, the feeling was sick. I was half blue.
- Mass hugging when everyone gave up trying to run away.

Us and our very own personalised tees. I actually love it.
Took the longest bath in my life to get rid of all the paint.



FRIGHT NIGHT.
I realise i spew alot of vulgarities when i'm scared. Bad.
I am timid, that's it. Fright night scared the hell outta me.
Screamed the loudest and ran the fastest than i ever did.
Chongyew makes a freaking good zombie.

Pitstop.
Hazri and elisha. I love them because they are all equally timid. Hoho.


THE KINGS.

My favourite shot out of the many we took. What a happy bunch.
I love jump shots even though i got blocked out.



Yay.
I love being back to school.


P.S: credits to all those whose photos i stole from FB!

I NEED TO QUIT CABBING.

I chanced upon my old blog and it got me looking back at my old entries dated all the way back to 2005.
Makes it even clearer that things have really changed.

How i seem more carefree last time. And i really really miss that.
But now problems just seem to pile up and we have what else but obligations.

Life in school is always the best.
I think i started working too early, made me the person i am today.
Work gives you experience but it also wears you out.
And shows you the many faces of people.

If i had a chance, i'd do everything very differently.
I don't think i'm very happy right now with how things are turning out, and i never seem to be contented.
But then again, that's what everyone says-
that if they could turn back time, they would have done this that way yada yada yada.
Because i think humans are generally very fickle minded and can't decide on what they really want.

It churns a very sick feeling in my stomach everytime i think about what lies ahead.
Do you ever feel like all you wanted to do is run away?
Because i feel that all the time.


Gawd, make this quick.






 

There was a time when I believed that you belonged to me
But now I know your heart is shackled to a memory
The more I learn to care for you, the more we drift apart
Why can't I free your doubtful mind and melt your cold cold heart
 
                                                                                  - cold cold heart, norah jones

As we grow up, problems get magnified and we find ourselves having more obligations.
I hate the feeling when we have to do something just because everyone else is doing it and we have to too.
It's like when we were young we can screw something up and it's still okay, because there seems to always be a next time.
But now if we screw something up, it's almost as if that's it.
I hate being in somewhere new where i have to start getting used to the environment all over again.
Same situation, some people can get so hyped up about it, and i'm here feeling very numb.
Sometimes i really don't get it.


Ah crap.
Bottom line is- i seriously hate changes.

Can someone tell me i'm not the only one who's paranoid and i'm not thinking too much =/

So we finally got to go overseas together.
Well, not exactly anywhere very far but at least it was like a mini getaway together.
And to get away from my hectic schedule, it's good.

Our destination was KOTA TINGI.



I need more fresh air and cloudy skies like that.

We went to the ostrich farm.



And they just kept following us around, so easily attracted by any slightest movement.







Baby Ostriches are the cutest! Look at those wings.

The downside was, the weather was crazy (what's new) and lunch/dinner sucked.
Other than that, everything else was great.
At least we got to see very very pretty fireflies before we headed back home.



We took a total of 231 pictures using my camera alone.
Kokyong's camera, i don't wanna imagine. Everyone was just snapping away.
The rest of the photos are in FB as usual.
I'm getting lazier and lazier with the uploading of photos. SO SLOW!

Anyway, on a very very random note, i'm left with 6 more days before the end of full time work *YIPPPPPPE!*
You have no idea how glad i am :D


P.S: I'm gonna make it a point to update my blog more. HAH!